I’m sorry Lord
If I got this all wrong
While I asked for your healing
I occasionally sang your songs
During my private time
Where it mostly mattered
When a crowd wasn’t present
In my spiritual battles
Now I know in my heart
I should have sang them more
When hurt was the deepest
Behind closed doors (see)
The devil had me doubting
If you even loved me
In a dimly lit corner
I sat in victimology
Eating crumbles of empathy
Man, were they vicious
In darkness, each lie I ate
Each thought, more delicious
Each exquisite flavor
Sinking me in this delight
Still, inside I knew the battle
Deep down I knew the fight
Making myself my own hero
After all you have done
So I’ve sang some songs in church (tuh)
Have I lost focus on your Son
How much Jesus was in my morsels
My mouth was getting more dry
Substitution for His bread
While I keep asking Him why? (tuh)
Then I came to an epiphany
While I sat in this tight space
Regardless of this dark content
Jesus’ light and His grace
Pierced right through this gloom
For the battle was not mine alone
The ray will get bigger and brighter
The longer He’s in my heart’s home
As He gently hands me milk
To calm my parched mouth
To settle the things I don’t deserve
His love for me and my doubts
He leads me to each glass
His love and light draws nearer
I am struck in more awe
As holes become visibly clearer
The ones shown from His wrist
As a constant remembrance
It is because of His atonement
His everlasting temperance
No matter how small I consider
Myself; a crumble in a dark space
His light will always shine through
So keep singing of His Amazing Graze
Sing it louder in trying times
In placing of impossibilities
Nor height, depth, demons or powers
Cannot separate God’s love eternally
Romans 8:38-39
(38)For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,
(39) Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
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